What are you doing right now?

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just got home from karaoke.. all the guilt of whats gone on this past month has officially hit me.. i feel like my optical nerves should be severed with a spork.. although my friend has forgiven me for the sins i have committed, i cannot forgive myself yet.. i am a terrible human being and have no excuse, reason or motive to do what i did.. and i will make myself pay dearly for causing this pain to her and to myself